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Love and Marriage
03:29
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“I promise to always be better than whatever you thought I could be with you”
Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage
Happen to be, what happened to me?
I lost control.
The ones who understand me best,
Know not to stand too close to the mess
My loneliness is creeping in
I used to feel ashamed of any chain and now I long just for a tether.
My neck is wet with regret, so brute to the point
I neglect my body, hoping the earth return me from my birth
Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage happen to be, what happened to me.
I lost control of my own work.
Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage happen to be, what happened to me?
I lost control of my own work
There's nothing left.
Is there anything left?
Besides the pain of regret
I’m not a woman of my word
I’m not a woman of good faith
I’m not a woman of lasting love
Or with impeccable taste
“When I see that you are successful and I know at this moment I'm known only as the guy that you married, it's tough and it only makes me more upset. It only makes me want to push you away, so that I can be my own thing”
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2. |
Hollow Be Thy Bliss
04:56
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I swore the secret was in me,
you couldn’t resist what you saw-
a little spark between the gal
And the woman I was, wouldn't dare to be mocked.
There wasn’t a thing I did notice, there wasn’t a way it could be stopped
No woman tither eins bock
And there wasn’t line that I wouldn't crossed
for you
dare to be the thing
that broke the heaven down
the night brushed up my dreams
and so it seems
the ground gave out
Gave out
I stay locked in my tower
so I'm blameless from the earth
and my junk yard ways of my solstice days
remind me of why I've chose this fate
digging and digging and digging can’t dig me back to you
singing and singing can’t sing me back to you
(so it seems you’ve been haunting my dreams
so it seems the ground damned my fate)
oh, i can hear his voice repeatedly,
“Is it everything you want to be?”
“Is it everything you want as this?”
hollow be thy bliss
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3. |
Drown It Out
03:46
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I’ve settled into my loneliness around half past three,
I let go of what once was before
And all the time that’s changing but it can’t change me.
The voices echo deep inside the sore.
Just drown it out, just drown it out.
Just drown it out.
I'd rather be the star than ghost, I’ve got enough ghosts following me.
I rather have you far than close
let the monsters within me drown it out,
Just drown it.
These were the days I thought would never happen
You were the one I wanted most
These are the days I sit and watch it unfold before me,
I never thought I’d have you close.
No, it can’t change me
No, it won’t change me
No, it can’t change me
No, it won’t change, no it won’t change.
No, it can’t change me, no it won’t change me.
No, it won’t change anything.
Is it everything you wanted?
Is it everything you need?
A glance, a door, a look, do you remember me?
Is it everything wanted?
Is it everything you need?
A chance, a door, a look, do you remember me?
Just drown it out
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4. |
I Want It All
04:16
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I’ve been traveling so long that this road just feels
right
When loneliness is all you know
Just want somebody who will hold me tight
I want to have it all, something that last forever
But I want to feel it all, every inch of your bad weather
Red Rainfalls
I want a piece of your heart
Make it worth make it sharp
I want it all
I want it all
I want it all
I want it all
I want it all
I’ve been coming back around to those things that we did
Ain’t nobody would understand, we were just trying to live
But I can’t look back, nothing will can forever
But I can’t move on you’re still holding this tether
Take me back, Take me back, Take me back I want to live
Take me back
But something's surely got to give
I want a piece of your heart,
make it worth it make it sharp
I want it all
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5. |
Oh Denny
03:46
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Everything I’ve seen, got me in between your guard (garden) and a hard place,
The fast and the misplaced
I wrote it out in my head
You’re kind and you’re reckless
Do I love you or is it just this
Danger I fall drawn into
But there’s no reason for you
That’s what I tell myself late at night
Under my breath
One hand across my chest, you know the shift
You know the shift
You know the shift
You know the shit
But I can’t not sleep at night when you’re the one I love
Visions in the night when you’re the one I love
Holding me so tight, kissing me just right
Oh, Denny
But I can not sleep at night when you’re the one I love
It shouldn’t be a fight when you’re the one I love
Holding me so tight, choking me just right
Oh, Denny
But I can not sleep at night when you’re the one I love
Vision of the night when you’re the one I love
Holding me so tight, kissing me just right
Oh, Denny
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6. |
Interlude
01:38
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Mamonaku hassha itashimasu, hassha shimasu to yuremasu no de go chuui kudasai
(Train speeds up in background)
the train will depart momentarily, be careful as the train will shake on departure
(Heartbeat racing)
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7. |
Alligator Proof
02:57
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Look there in the wind
There something might begin
It’s after me, I can hear it call my name
It’s nowhere in sight but it keeps me up at night
When in the world does it end?
Do we make it end
Or begin again?
There's no alligator proof
No sycamore true
Did I even marry you at all?
Is there any sacred place?
My mind just needs a break
(where my mind can take a break)
A corner or a crevice where I didn’t fall
In love with you
You paint my whole city blue
Is there any sacred place (space)
My mind just needs a break
(A crevice or a crack to crawl)
A corner or a crevice to crawl where there's no proof
No sight to see
Did you even love me at all?
Oh, is it true, you paint my whole city blue?
Is it true?
You paint
This whole
City
Blue
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Nadia Marie Atlanta, Georgia
Songs about having amnesia, getting hit by cars and breaking your heart. xoxo
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