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SEVEN

by Nadia Marie

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1.
“I promise to always be better than whatever you thought I could be with you” Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage Happen to be, what happened to me? I lost control. The ones who understand me best, Know not to stand too close to the mess My loneliness is creeping in I used to feel ashamed of any chain and now I long just for a tether. My neck is wet with regret, so brute to the point I neglect my body, hoping the earth return me from my birth Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage happen to be, what happened to me. I lost control of my own work. Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage happen to be, what happened to me? I lost control of my own work There's nothing left. Is there anything left? Besides the pain of regret I’m not a woman of my word I’m not a woman of good faith I’m not a woman of lasting love Or with impeccable taste “When I see that you are successful and I know at this moment I'm known only as the guy that you married, it's tough and it only makes me more upset. It only makes me want to push you away, so that I can be my own thing”
2.
I swore the secret was in me, you couldn’t resist what you saw- a little spark between the gal And the woman I was, wouldn't dare to be mocked. There wasn’t a thing I did notice, there wasn’t a way it could be stopped No woman tither eins bock And there wasn’t line that I wouldn't crossed for you dare to be the thing that broke the heaven down the night brushed up my dreams and so it seems the ground gave out Gave out I stay locked in my tower so I'm blameless from the earth and my junk yard ways of my solstice days remind me of why I've chose this fate digging and digging and digging can’t dig me back to you singing and singing can’t sing me back to you (so it seems you’ve been haunting my dreams so it seems the ground damned my fate) oh, i can hear his voice repeatedly, “Is it everything you want to be?” “Is it everything you want as this?” hollow be thy bliss
3.
Drown It Out 03:46
I’ve settled into my loneliness around half past three, I let go of what once was before And all the time that’s changing but it can’t change me. The voices echo deep inside the sore. Just drown it out, just drown it out. Just drown it out. I'd rather be the star than ghost, I’ve got enough ghosts following me. I rather have you far than close let the monsters within me drown it out, Just drown it. These were the days I thought would never happen You were the one I wanted most These are the days I sit and watch it unfold before me, I never thought I’d have you close. No, it can’t change me No, it won’t change me No, it can’t change me No, it won’t change, no it won’t change. No, it can’t change me, no it won’t change me. No, it won’t change anything. Is it everything you wanted? Is it everything you need? A glance, a door, a look, do you remember me? Is it everything wanted? Is it everything you need? A chance, a door, a look, do you remember me? Just drown it out
4.
I’ve been traveling so long that this road just feels right When loneliness is all you know Just want somebody who will hold me tight I want to have it all, something that last forever But I want to feel it all, every inch of your bad weather Red Rainfalls I want a piece of your heart Make it worth make it sharp I want it all I want it all I want it all I want it all I want it all I’ve been coming back around to those things that we did Ain’t nobody would understand, we were just trying to live But I can’t look back, nothing will can forever But I can’t move on you’re still holding this tether Take me back, Take me back, Take me back I want to live Take me back But something's surely got to give I want a piece of your heart, make it worth it make it sharp I want it all
5.
Oh Denny 03:46
Everything I’ve seen, got me in between your guard (garden) and a hard place, The fast and the misplaced I wrote it out in my head You’re kind and you’re reckless Do I love you or is it just this Danger I fall drawn into But there’s no reason for you That’s what I tell myself late at night Under my breath One hand across my chest, you know the shift You know the shift You know the shift You know the shit But I can’t not sleep at night when you’re the one I love Visions in the night when you’re the one I love Holding me so tight, kissing me just right Oh, Denny But I can not sleep at night when you’re the one I love It shouldn’t be a fight when you’re the one I love Holding me so tight, choking me just right Oh, Denny But I can not sleep at night when you’re the one I love Vision of the night when you’re the one I love Holding me so tight, kissing me just right Oh, Denny
6.
Interlude 01:38
Mamonaku hassha itashimasu, hassha shimasu to yuremasu no de go chuui kudasai (Train speeds up in background) the train will depart momentarily, be careful as the train will shake on departure (Heartbeat racing)
7.
Look there in the wind There something might begin It’s after me, I can hear it call my name It’s nowhere in sight but it keeps me up at night When in the world does it end? Do we make it end Or begin again? There's no alligator proof No sycamore true Did I even marry you at all? Is there any sacred place? My mind just needs a break (where my mind can take a break) A corner or a crevice where I didn’t fall In love with you You paint my whole city blue Is there any sacred place (space) My mind just needs a break (A crevice or a crack to crawl) A corner or a crevice to crawl where there's no proof No sight to see Did you even love me at all? Oh, is it true, you paint my whole city blue? Is it true? You paint This whole City Blue

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released April 29, 2022

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Nadia Marie Atlanta, Georgia

Songs about having amnesia, getting hit by cars and breaking your heart. xoxo

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